Life is a Sin
I want,
I want,
I want,
Always wanting something,
Always consuming something,
Learning nothing for nobody else,
Thinking I deserve it all,
Thinking I’m the best,
No one is above,
Having worth everything,
People just don’t know yet,
But really wanting to be somebody else,
Needing to be somebody else,
Hoping to have what they have,
Needing to have what they have,
As my face turns,
Red,
Smoke comes out of,
My ears,
Starting to yell,
Making a scene,
As my insecurities,
Grow deep,
Grabbing at everything,
I can see,
Too much for me,
But they have to see,
That I’m not weak,
Growing old,
Growing pile,
Of materials,
That I don’t need,
But I do need,
You,
In a way that I hate,
The need is strong,
But I am weak,
Too weak,
To Practice,
To work,
To care,
To show,
That I care,
Never again will I,
Live this way,
But these feelings will,
Never change,
They will always be,
Apart of me,
As deep as the Good,
As deep as life itself,
Life is a sin itself,
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