Hello, I am going to show you one of my short stories, because I haven't talked about writing in a while. Do any of you guys enjoy writing or are mostly just a reader?
Dear You Know Who,
I know you think every things okay! And everything is in a way, I know that I said I was fine and I was but I still miss you. I would never tell you though. That would mean I would have to talk to you, to face you. This is not an I forgive you letter, it's not. I don’t think that I ever will, but that’s a personal problem. When somebody hurts my feelings, I ignore them not on purpose but my heart goes into hibernation. Then I start blaming myself for everything like it was all me, but that's just anxiety.
I miss you! It’s not the best but I can’t help myself. I should have kept my mouth and feelings into check. I lost someone, not physically but mentally which could have been worse. I thought I could deal with it but I can’t. It sounds Dumb I know, but if their reading this I want them to know that I don’t blame them! I still wish we could be friends but I don’t blame them at all. I’m not an easy person to deal with.
I’m not talented or smart or strong (mentally or physically), but I care. That's been my greatest strength but also my greatest weakness. I know that person doesn’t care anymore but whatever. I’m here to fight for myself and against my feelings all at once.
When I think about all of the moments we had and sometimes I break down and sometimes I want to call. I don’t but that is what being strong is about.
From: Rachael Johnson
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